I stopped traveling 5 days ago, suffered withdrawls and delusions and have since learned to relish withdrawls and delusions.
Beauty is truth, truth beauty, that is all
Ye know on earth, and all ye need to know
And yeah, as it turns out, that's all i know and all i have.
Enough. The facts: I'm staying put in Saigon. I'm blocking urges to move to syria... it would take months to get there and i would arrive penniless. I haven't had more than 3 hrs sleep a night in the past week and i'm a total mess. People ask if i'm a heroin addict. I ask if they have some for sale. Last night i had my pockets picked by a drag queen. She made off with 30 cents. I feel bad because that's not enough to buy a gash. I have a job interview on friday... it's a good job and they're going to request that i not shoot heroin in the faculty washrooms.
Sorry this is so scatterbrained. There were some major decisions this morning and i'm reeling.